Friday, November 20, 2009

is this what you wanted?

i just cant seem to get any sleep now... maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...
i just cant seem to take my mind off you now.. maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...
i now know i was wrong and i regret it,i now know i was wrong and i regret it... is there anything i can do to undo it? is there really anyything i could do to undo it?
I know you want me to change, i know you want me change,would you be happy if i change into a monster?
I know you want me to change but would you be happier if i changed into a monster?
i know that i regret my words and maybe i did not mean what i said,but still i regret it..
is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?
the pain of loosing you will always be there but i will always curse myself for loosing you and that i will always!
I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can...
I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can so that i do not remain as a bad memory to you....
i just want you to know that i regret my words and now that you have abandoned me i have no where else to seek refuge from..
no where else to seek refuge from...
from the deepest cries of my heart- I am sorry! :(

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