Never felt this way before!!

I've never felt this way before, i just wanna keep writing more and more

I've never felt this way before,thoughts seem to just pour and pour

'period'

I've never felt this way before,life is beginning to feel so sore

Ive never felt this way before,numbness seems to have filled me galore

I've never felt this way before, hope seems to take some sort of detour

I've never felt this way before, not sure if i could take it anymore!

I dont know why..

I dont why but i cant get any sleep now...

i wakeup in the middle of the night with a pounding heart only to realize i've been struck with a dart!

i dont know where these thoughts are coming from, never knew they were even there!

i wakeup in the middle of the night hoping it was all but a nightmare but then on realization i regret having woke up, i swear!

maybe i'd like to sleep for ever for i've crossed my miles and have no more to go!

maybe i'd like to sleep for ever for i've crossed my miles and have no more to go!

ir maybe you can wake me up and bid me goodbye before i go...

i dont know why i cant take you off my mind now and i dont know why i feel like i've just killed someone!

i dont know why but i cant get any sleep now...

time seems to have stopped and the heartbeats even harded and every beat reminds me im sinful!

every beat reminds me im sinful and i think you should know that im remorseful..

i think you should know that im remorseful..

is this not a pain big enough or do u wish to let me suffer even more? do u wish me to let me suffer even more?

you know i need your solace, you know i need your solace but i dont know why you seem to have forgotten that...

is it really true that people change in a matter of even seconds? is it really true?

as far as i know they seem to change only over the years,as far as i know they seem to change only over the years...

but i guess my sin made you change within seconds or maybe i dont know what made you abandon me...

i dont know why the heart is still pounding and i dont know if it would survive all this suffering!

i really dont know if it could survive all this pain and suffering!! :(

is this what you wanted?

i just cant seem to get any sleep now... maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...

i just cant seem to take my mind off you now.. maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...

i now know i was wrong and i regret it,i now know i was wrong and i regret it... is there anything i can do to undo it? is there really anyything i could do to undo it?

I know you want me to change, i know you want me change,would you be happy if i change into a monster?

I know you want me to change but would you be happier if i changed into a monster?

i know that i regret my words and maybe i did not mean what i said,but still i regret it..

is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?

the pain of loosing you will always be there but i will always curse myself for loosing you and that i will always!

I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can...

I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can so that i do not remain as a bad memory to you....

i just want you to know that i regret my words and now that you have abandoned me i have no where else to seek refuge from..

no where else to seek refuge from...

from the deepest cries of my heart- I am sorry! :(

I just wanna cry out loud!

what do i do when i wanna cry out loud?

where do i go when i wanna cry out loud?

I've only heard that men dont cry out loud!

so does that make me less manly when i wanna cry out loud?

i just wanna cry out loud and clear this burden off... i just wanna cry out loud...

i haven felt this way before in a loong time but today i wanna cry out loud...

i know i have sinned and i regret it as you made me realize how miserable i am...

i know i have sinned and i regret it as you made me realize how senseless i am...

for now i just wanna cry out loud and clear this burden off... i wanna cry out loud ...

i dont care what the world thinks... i wonder what the world does when it wants to cry out loud?

maybe its during the rains that all these MEN weep and clear their burdens off ...

maybe its during the rains that the MEN cry out loud and clear their burdens off...

But i cant wait for the rains now and i just wanna cry out loud!

Never have i felt so miserable and never have i felt myself in so much despair before...

The light seems to fade away,my thoughts seem to sway...

No more can i hold em back no more can i hold em back, i just wanna cry out loud!!!!!!

The Vote!

I was really excited about the elections this time even though i'm not much into politics..

this was the first time i got to vote and it was an exciting experience!

i have to owe it to my father who made sure that our name was there in the list as normally either his name or mum's name is omitted from the list and they give some really senseless reasons as to why their names were  not there in the list!

I had initially planned to vote for an independent candidate from my state as i was very much inspired by his ideas and his really wonderful plans as to how he would make a difference in bringing about the 'Change' but sadly he was not contesting from the constituency i stay in so i had to vote for someone else who was a former personal favorite of mine...

Many of my friends on the other hand had their own reasons as to why they did not vote some of those reasons being-

their name not being in the list

they had other important things to do

they really dont care who wins and who does not win

they are not interested in all this

i was initially disappointed at their lame views about elections but then they have the right to choose what they want to so i had to just keep my disappointment to myself..

Anyways i am glad i voted this time and i only hope that most of us realize the importance of voting sooner or later..

Nice Shayaris..

Kaun rakhta hai yaad namo ko,
log chehre tak bhul jate hai,
Tum samandar ki baat karte ho,
log aankho me dub jate hai.

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