I dont know why..

I dont why but i cant get any sleep now...

i wakeup in the middle of the night with a pounding heart only to realize i've been struck with a dart!

i dont know where these thoughts are coming from, never knew they were even there!

i wakeup in the middle of the night hoping it was all but a nightmare but then on realization i regret having woke up, i swear!

maybe i'd like to sleep for ever for i've crossed my miles and have no more to go!

maybe i'd like to sleep for ever for i've crossed my miles and have no more to go!

ir maybe you can wake me up and bid me goodbye before i go...

i dont know why i cant take you off my mind now and i dont know why i feel like i've just killed someone!

i dont know why but i cant get any sleep now...

time seems to have stopped and the heartbeats even harded and every beat reminds me im sinful!

every beat reminds me im sinful and i think you should know that im remorseful..

i think you should know that im remorseful..

is this not a pain big enough or do u wish to let me suffer even more? do u wish me to let me suffer even more?

you know i need your solace, you know i need your solace but i dont know why you seem to have forgotten that...

is it really true that people change in a matter of even seconds? is it really true?

as far as i know they seem to change only over the years,as far as i know they seem to change only over the years...

but i guess my sin made you change within seconds or maybe i dont know what made you abandon me...

i dont know why the heart is still pounding and i dont know if it would survive all this suffering!

i really dont know if it could survive all this pain and suffering!! :(

is this what you wanted?

i just cant seem to get any sleep now... maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...

i just cant seem to take my mind off you now.. maybe im thinking about the good times we shared...

i now know i was wrong and i regret it,i now know i was wrong and i regret it... is there anything i can do to undo it? is there really anyything i could do to undo it?

I know you want me to change, i know you want me change,would you be happy if i change into a monster?

I know you want me to change but would you be happier if i changed into a monster?

i know that i regret my words and maybe i did not mean what i said,but still i regret it..

is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?is not remorse a pain big enough to punish me with?

the pain of loosing you will always be there but i will always curse myself for loosing you and that i will always!

I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can...

I hope you are happy whereever you are and that you forget me whenever you can so that i do not remain as a bad memory to you....

i just want you to know that i regret my words and now that you have abandoned me i have no where else to seek refuge from..

no where else to seek refuge from...

from the deepest cries of my heart- I am sorry! :(